I just realized I am still socially awkward.
I may know a ton of people, and even more people may know me, but that doesn't mean anything.
I try my very hardest to get involved, but I don't get included.
Loner seems to be what I think a lot now.
You see those people in school that always sit together? Well, that's not me. It used to be, but I think something changed and I don't know what it is.
You see those people that have something to do every weekend and night? That's not me anymore. I sometimes wonder if that is because of my crazy high standards or if I do something that bugs people.
This is now seeming like a venting journal entry. yay... uh... no.
Sorry, it's just something that has been bothering me for a really long time now. I blog things out now whenever I can't write a song about them.
Wow... I sounded like a hippy...
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ReplyDeletewho isn't awkward in junior high? i don't think you are awkward or socially awkward. socially awkward people are hard to talk to and you are not. i am reminded of one of my favorite movie quotes, it comes from 'what a girl wants' it goes like this, 'why are you trying to fit in when you are born to stand out.'
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