i didn't ever say good bye.
i couldn't handle it.
i still can't.
i couldn't when her second mom was saying her farewells.
i couldn't when we were in the green van.
she says it's easier if she was just forgotten.
how can you forget someone who changed your life entirely?
how can you forget a best friend?
i tell myself it's just a 'see you later.'
that it isn't a forever deal.
maybe when i wake up tomorrow, it'll still be the day before efy.
maybe it'll just be an obscenely long nightmore.
i'm smarter than that.
not smart enough to choke down my cracking voice.
not smart enough to hide my weepy face.
not smart enough to say 'see ya later' when i had the chance.
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