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I need to bake a pie for Geometry tomorrow. It is because of Pi Day. I don't think many people in my class know about this, because Anderson forgot to announce it in class. I want to make the following pies:

Banana Cream

French Silk

Key Lime

Strawberry Chiffon

Custard

Lemon Meringue

I think I have high hopes.

Can someone explain to me what is going on? The friends that used to call/text me for fun, don't anymore. I do not get phone calls at all. Texts? Forget about those. I don't get them. Letters. E-mails. IM's. It is like I almost don't exist. I don't want the spot light. I just want to be recognized, by some way.

I don't want to have to be the one that always has to call someone every day in order to get them to talk to me. I don't want to schedule something weeks in advanced just so I can have a real weekend. I don't want to feel alone anymore.

I suppose that since there is probably only one person reading this blog right now, this is okay for me to say. Honestly, I am so sick of having to plan something and have something else get in the way because hanging out with me isn't an obligation. Those people that have fun with their friends every weekend? Those are the people I will never be like. That is not pretending to be something I am not. That is me wishing I had the sort of people that would involve me, instead of having myself invite me over.

Yay, pessimism.

Ha. No, pessimism sucks, but what I just wrote above is honestly how I am feeling. I am now being replaced by a ton of my friends, and it's kind of... lame.

I went to church yesterday. It was good stuff. I have been walking my dog. More like walking along side her while my brother holds the leash.

I can't wait for high school.

I have a Miche bag! It's pretty cool.

I can breathe again! Along with talk, sing and live.

I have a lot of homework to do. I'll do it after I make a pie.

I am considering dropping this blog.

Thoughts, comments, questions & concerns?