You know those people in your lives? The ones who seem to have it perfect in everyway?
Let me confirm that it is not me. This may be a blog about my life-but it is not about me.
This is about the people who have impressed me.The decisions that determine destiny.
Back to the people.
I have friends. Mostly. I have good friends that seem to have it easy in my eyes.
I have to wear contacts. I am blind. Not just visually, but in every way.
They make decisions.
I used to think that the life I lead was built specificly for me. Everyone involved was a robot.Or something else...
It's beginning-no. Not beginning, but there is a light coming over the mountains.
It started out as a little streak of sun light. It grows. And it grows. Until you can not look at it anymore.
That is what I mean.
There are people who are not me. There are people who are not like me.
There are people who do not like me. There are people completely different from me!
There are people out there, and it is not about me. Never.
I don't really know how to say this. There is no way to say this. I am going to read from the beginning.
Maybe then I will understand.
...
back to the people
I have basicly realized that I have it easy. I have been blessed with sweet ignorance.
I be nice to people because it's the way I am. I don't want to be different.
I do not want to be hated.
My sweet ignorance blinds me from seeing why there are creepy people who like me.
Why old(er) people have *crushes* on me.
(It still makes no sense.)
However, I do not have friends with sweet ignorance. There are friends.
Goodness, I still have no idea what I am saying.
I guess I mean to say that I have am in debt and have full gratitude who go through experiances.They share these experiances with me, with their other friends. With the world.I do not have to deal with things like that.
When I fall asleep, I wonder if I will be able to audition for Vibe Company, which monologue to do, how much I do not want to go to work the next day, et.c.I have not been blessed with the trials of the harder decisions.
That pain that people feel because of certain dilemas in their lives?I do not feel it. I have been blessed with the ability to weep and to feel pain that others feel.It intensifies emotions, makes little decisions bigger than necessary, but it helps me understand.
Decisions determine destiny, and as far as I know, your destiny is looking pretty great.
Let me confirm that it is not me. This may be a blog about my life-but it is not about me.
This is about the people who have impressed me.The decisions that determine destiny.
Back to the people.
I have friends. Mostly. I have good friends that seem to have it easy in my eyes.
I have to wear contacts. I am blind. Not just visually, but in every way.
They make decisions.
I used to think that the life I lead was built specificly for me. Everyone involved was a robot.Or something else...
It's beginning-no. Not beginning, but there is a light coming over the mountains.
It started out as a little streak of sun light. It grows. And it grows. Until you can not look at it anymore.
That is what I mean.
There are people who are not me. There are people who are not like me.
There are people who do not like me. There are people completely different from me!
There are people out there, and it is not about me. Never.
I don't really know how to say this. There is no way to say this. I am going to read from the beginning.
Maybe then I will understand.
...
back to the people
I have basicly realized that I have it easy. I have been blessed with sweet ignorance.
I be nice to people because it's the way I am. I don't want to be different.
I do not want to be hated.
My sweet ignorance blinds me from seeing why there are creepy people who like me.
Why old(er) people have *crushes* on me.
(It still makes no sense.)
However, I do not have friends with sweet ignorance. There are friends.
Goodness, I still have no idea what I am saying.
I guess I mean to say that I have am in debt and have full gratitude who go through experiances.They share these experiances with me, with their other friends. With the world.I do not have to deal with things like that.
When I fall asleep, I wonder if I will be able to audition for Vibe Company, which monologue to do, how much I do not want to go to work the next day, et.c.I have not been blessed with the trials of the harder decisions.
That pain that people feel because of certain dilemas in their lives?I do not feel it. I have been blessed with the ability to weep and to feel pain that others feel.It intensifies emotions, makes little decisions bigger than necessary, but it helps me understand.
Decisions determine destiny, and as far as I know, your destiny is looking pretty great.
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