Panic! At the change

Everyone will have, at least once in their life, a panic attack. Some will experience this more frequently. I've had a few. My most recent was when I was packing. 

I was packing all my clothes into one huge suitcase. I just fit in everything. Except for underwear and socks. And clothes that actually matter. I was sitting on my suitcase trying to get everything to fit when it hit.

  I am moving away from home. Cooking my own food and following my own rules. Life as I know it is obsolete. 

When I say it like that, I'm sure it freaks you out too. I can't wait for the change. I want to start my schooling so I can start helping people as a nurse. I want so much. At the same time, it is a huge change. 

Then the words from Grey's Anatomy came to mind:

"If I have to, I'll survive it. There is a way. If it looks like there's no way, there's a way."

"Today, if you become frightened, instead, become inspired."

Be like Gandalf the Grey. He's halfway to becoming Gandalf the White.